đ Mission Logs â Week 3
Log 003: The Day I misplaced My Patience (Then Found It)
They donât tell you about the quiet little fractures in patience that happen over the course of a long day. One toy tossed. One cup spilled. One shouted âNO!â too many.
This weekâs log isnât shiny. Itâs not a win. Itâs just true.
đ The Incident:
The baby wouldnât nap. The toddler was pushing every button. I snapped. Not dramaticallyâbut enough. I used a sharper tone than I meant. I closed the door harder than necessary. Then came the guilt spiral.
đ§ The Reflection:
Iâve learned that patience isnât a constant trait. Itâs a resource. It drains. It refills. Some days itâs scarce. That doesnât make me a bad parentâit makes me human.
đ§° What Helped Me Reset:
– A breathing pause in the kitchen, 30 seconds, hands on the counter.
– A voice note to myself, just venting.
– Saying sorryâto the toddler, and to myself.
đȘ Final Transmission:
Youâll lose your cool sometimes. That doesnât mean the missionâs a failure. It means youâre doing the hard work of showing upâagain and againâwith love, even when itâs cracked around the edges.
